One of the hardest things that has and still is hard for me is getting along with my family and to even find joy and positivity through out my life. I remember how it first started a few years back when i was starting jr. high for the first time. I remember having to come home every day with stress and anxiety and it was awful. And it was even harder when i was at home because it wasn’t good either because i would just hold in my terrible thoughts and emotions and i would get in fights with my parents and get grounded. I hated school so much because honestly I was lonely and I struggled with making good friends and being accepted by the people I was with. But I had felt lonely and my friends shut me out and so I left them. But it got worse in 8th grade because I was trying to be like everyone else so i could fit in and feel cared for. But when I did make better friends it didn’t help very much because I had started to be ungrateful and picky about them because I wanted to be in a better friend group that was higher class. So it was stressful and frustrating and also i started making terrible decisions, not anything to do with drugs or any of that but i made poor decisions. And It was hard for me to smile and be glad for the good things in my life. I still have trouble with getting along with my family but I’ve been better and been happier. But to push through those hard and depressing times I learned to find the good in my life and to be a less judge mental person. And I now talk to my therapist and get answers. I just wanted to add that I’m very grateful for the many blessings and answers in my life because it has impacted me to be a better and stronger person. And I’ve come to realize that life isn’t as bad as I had thought.